Filed under: Life
You know i feel like i only come to my blog to write only when something in my life goes wrong… its true. Anyways, theres alot thats been going on lately. Things that i cannot fully tell, but i’ll tell you this that i am treated like a criminal and that i can/might still goto jail.
The point is, when i need help the most… the most i ever needed in my life…
There was no help to be found.
I guess thats just life… right?
Filed under: Life
Just when i thought things are starting to go good for me…
Today, 4/26, i lost my best friend, my partner, my brother, my love of my life…
He fell out the window, probably died instantly when he hit the floor. Poor cat. Yes i lost my cat. He wasnt just any regular cat, he was born blind. For a blind cat he was very smart. He knew how to get around things, he knew how to fight, he knew.. it all. Friendly, lovable, soft, he was everything. I loved him more than anything in the world.
Your were about 11 years old and very healthy. I still cant believe your gone. It still hasnt hit me that ur dead. I never wanted this to happen not like this not like…
I know your in a better place now, i know you’ll be waiting for me. I’ll be home to you eventually. When the time comes, we’ll be back together. I love you boney.
Yeah. I know. I havent been on this foreverrrrr but its cause i been busy. heh. kinda.
Okay anyways, twitter got big and im not a fan. Never was, and never will be… or would i?
This shit is exactly what im going through…
Thats right killa Cam is back!
Even though its really low budget, i love it!
Better 99% stuff thats out now.
Okay okay for real…
Theres something WRONG with me. Like BIG TIME.
I cant seem to focus. I keep getting distracted and I just cant seem to do the right things. And on top of that, im BROKE! That Pocono trip killed my pockets. And work is so slow for me right now, i havent got any calls or any offers… just sucks man.
No gigs = no money = no play = no fun.
I blame the recession but not really…
Anyways, i have a few personal projects coming up that im thrilled to do but agian i b procrastinating. WTF!
1. Writing 2 part essays and making a reel profolio for SVA Fall
-With all the shooting i have done in the past, the reel is the least i have to worry about, its just the fuggin essays i been ignoring… Arghhhh!
2. On March, my boy Taz comes back from Cali and hes been shooting alot over there. He just sent me his script that he wants to shoot when he comes back
- and… shit i havent read it yet! Its real complex but u know, i will be the DP so it will come out B-E-A-UTIFUL!
3. New Project with my boy Jesse. Yes, Jesse Mcbride! Imma make this kid famous, believe meeeeh.
- Cant give away any details yet, but its going to be Greeeaaat! like tony the tiger says.
So yea I need help. I need to write these essays…
I need to know how to focus!
Filed under: Life
Its been long since i updated this shish…
The Eurotrip was great! i kinda dont wanna talk about it cuz theres way too much to write… yea im lazy.
So my 09 has been starting off good. Cant complain! Made a new friends, made new adjustments… Its going to be a good year!
Time to improve my life!
Been hella busy with this eurotrip. Dont really have time to blog nowdays but heres somewhat that has gone down so far.
London.
Paris.
I took about a billi pics on each countries. But heres for now.
Tomorrow im off to Barcelona!
Btw, Happy new years! 09 is going to be greaaat!
Since the movie finished i been partying non stop. Partied with my Peace & Love co-workers on Thursday at Williamsburg, Went to the After.Life Wrap party with Sheena, Nicole, and Nick on Friday at the Stay Bar and Happy Endings, Partied with my usual click on Sat at Calico Jacks, and Today with my boy Tazaka from LA who came to NY yesterday at some Hotel…
Talk about spending some serious money in 4 days!
Anyways I leave to Europe on tuesday! I havent packed or even bought a luggage! Tomorrow’s going to be a longggggg day!
-Expect a lot of picture blogging soon!
Filed under: Life, work | Tags: After.Life, Christina Ricci, Justin Long, wrap party
So the After.Life movie is officially done. Christina Ricci, Justin Long were really cool people to work with. I didnt talk to Christina as much as i wanted to but i did talk to Justin alot. And i must say he is a very funny and chill… I even got to work with Christina when she was fully nude! Two days! lol! When he wrapped Justin came up to me and thanked me for working with him lol Anyhow, i learned alot from working on this movie and personally this is like my first baby. I Busted my ass off on this feature and i am positive that i am on the credits as the Camera PA (Look out for me!)
So we wrapped around 7am and the DP (Director of Photography) gave me a nice present to go along with it. I got a special edition hat with the movie title on it and a bottle of wine. Besides all that i met some amazing people on this gig. From the PAs to all the way up to the Actors, Director, and the Producers i met i truly will cherish this time… But its only the beginning!
Anyways Tomorrow, friday the 19th, is the wrap party. Open bar, in soho, all the cast and crew is going to be there including Justin, Christina, Liam, and Edward. You def know im in there! Gotta network more, CANT STOP! WONT STOP!
…………….And then Monday im off to Europe!
-Life is good so far-
Only if people outside of the film world can understand how much hard work and effort is to put in to a feature… I Worked in the rain all day yesterday. My feet were soaked from 11am to 4am. *Sighhh* I came home drenched and dripping leaving wet line marks to my bedroom lol
Anyways weekends… here.
And im working. woohoo!
Gots to wake up at 4:30am tomorrow so night night duders!
